Her father can be pigheaded and stubborn, while he can see the cracks in the world no one else has spotted. Perhaps it isn't her business to know what has transpired between Daemon and Rhaenyra, but… well, can't she at least ask? ]
Doubt.
[ Rhaenyra doubts him. Baela isn't completely unfamiliar with such a concept when it comes to her father. ]
[There's a question that has been haunting Rhaenyra for quite some time now. She's loathe to speak it into the universe as a certainty, though. For multiple reasons. Although it is hard to come up with any other accurate word.]
It is harder, you are certainly correct about that.
[What can she actually say to make her feel better about this? If we win this war, it may start to change? Two non guarantees in a row, she can't see that providing any optimism.
Oh, Daemon. Has it ever occurred to you that the women in your life might be having these types of conversations about you? Probably not.]
Nor can I disagree with that. He has always seemed to find making things more difficult for both himself and others an addictive hobby.
[ Despite her ill feelings, she can't help but wrinkle her nose and smile. Her father is a pain in the ass, but he isn't a malicious one. Everything he has done has been to better his family. ]
Was he always like that? Even when he was younger?
this family's gatherings are wild
Frustrating.
truly!
[It's not bad stepmoming if Baela said it first, right?]
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Pigheaded.
[ He truly is… ]
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Irreverent.
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Inattentive.
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[Cheating a bit, but not losing, like 'you deserve better' would be.]
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Absent?
[ Is that what he is? ]
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Divided.
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Oh.
[ That's not her word. She inhales through her nose and narrows her eyes as she considers what she wants to offer. ]
Unsupportive?
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Uncertain.
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Her father can be pigheaded and stubborn, while he can see the cracks in the world no one else has spotted. Perhaps it isn't her business to know what has transpired between Daemon and Rhaenyra, but… well, can't she at least ask? ]
Doubt.
[ Rhaenyra doubts him. Baela isn't completely unfamiliar with such a concept when it comes to her father. ]
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Unwillingly.
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Broken?
[ Is that what she and Daemon are now? ]
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...Fragile.
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[ Though Baela understands it's not her fault. She's capable of empathy, isn't she? ]
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[Especially kind, since they are discussing her father.]
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Desire.
[ That's what she wants to be. Ferocious, fiery, and kind. Can Targaryens be that? ]
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[It may be a rarer trait for their family line, but surely it's not out of the question. Surely everyone agrees Queen Alysanne was kind?]
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Struggle.
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[ She doesn't mean to be such a downer! ]
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Not always.
[ It's the truth, isn't it? She's luckier than Rhaena, given she has a dragon and is seen as a candidate for… what? Inheritance? ]
But it's certainly harder, given we're women. Sometimes, I think it's made harder because of him.
[ Daemon. ]
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[What can she actually say to make her feel better about this? If we win this war, it may start to change? Two non guarantees in a row, she can't see that providing any optimism.
Oh, Daemon. Has it ever occurred to you that the women in your life might be having these types of conversations about you? Probably not.]
Nor can I disagree with that. He has always seemed to find making things more difficult for both himself and others an addictive hobby.
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Was he always like that? Even when he was younger?
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book canon, I wish they'd stuck to you here
it's fine, we're going to in 890534 other threads!
you're right!
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